Post by jocelyn tuesday baxtor on Feb 21, 2010 13:22:32 GMT -8
so jocelyn baxtor was the lucky one
"i'm feeling rough, i'm feeling raw, i'm in the prime of my life.
let's make some music, make some money, find some models for wives.
i'll move to paris, shoot some heroin, and fuck with the stars.
you man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars."
`taking pictures of anyone
age. fifteen
rp experience. four
how you found us. kitty ;]
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`to show us that tomorrow is eventual
nicknames. miss baxtor, joce, jocey, jaws,
age. seventeen
date of birth. april tenth
grade/position of staff. senior
sexuality. straight
member group. wisher
stage of corruption. irreversible
face claim. taylor momsen[/ul][/size]
`tonight i sleep to dream
weight. hundred twelve pounds
tattoos&piercings. ears and navel piercing.
distinguishing features. blond hair, blue eyes,
physical flaws. crooked fingers, pale skin,
personal style.up to date, fashionable, comfy, attention to detail.
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`a shock to my body
- her siblings
- her 'minions'
- living life to its fullest
- attention from other people, mainly boys
- coffee
- dogs
- chocolate
- going shopping
dislikes.
- people talking back to her
- cats
- parents who care
- being wrong
- tofu
- getting forgotten
- sports
- idiots
strengths.
- getting people to do what she wants
- witty come backs
- can pick up anything with her toes
weaknesses.
- breaks down
- unaware of peoples true feeling
- is distracted easily
fears.
- they'll take her siblings from her
- she wont get all she wants
wishes.
- that her parents would die
- that she can manipulate who ever she wants
personality. - bitch -backstabber -slightly bipolar -breakable -stubborn -on the verge of insanity -bossy -revengeful -mysterious -paranoid -loveless -resourceful -greedy -uncaring -imposing[/ul][/size]
`its a pity to appear this way
why were you sent here. had no where else to go
mother. chelsea penelope yancy-baxtor
father. philip jacob baxtor
siblings. cole malachi baxtor (older brother), russel ian baxtor (younger brother), virgina hazel baxtor (younger sister)
pets. basil and honey
other family. na
history. i wish they where just dead. miss jocelyn baxtor really didn't think everything through when she opened her mouth and asked for her parents to be taken away. however, it wasn't like her parents death changed anything. you see, philip and chelsea baxtor were filthy stinking rich, workaholics in fact. the only time the visited their mansion was on christmas and on occasion some random weekend in the middle of the summer. their life's started to intertwine during their days at college and well the fell madly in love with each other. as soon as possible they got married and had a baby boy, cole. sadly, chelsea wasn't really the mothering type and work was calling so the couple hired a nanny. three years later they consieved another baby, this time a girl, and they named her jocelyn. three years later russel came along and then last, but not least virgina. all the baxtor children weren't raised by their parents but whatever nanny or housekeeper was in charge. in fact out of the blue philip baxtor decided that he would like to spend a day with his children, but as soon as he walked through the door and tried to give all his kids a hug little virgina started crying because she didn't know who he was.
Normally, people say that their parents shaped them into what they are today, but the saying is truly the opposite for the baxtor kids. their lack of parents could explain everyone of their little habits. cole always seemed older then he really was, and like his parents he was rather intelligent. he became the man of the house when their parents were away and often took care of his siblings. jocey tried to follow in her brother's footsteps, striving to make sure that russel and ginny were taken care of, but she often failed. jocelyn really only cared about herself compared to cole who cared about everyone except himself. russle was the typical boy, all he really wanted to do was to be outside and play with the other kids that lived in their neighborhood. and virgina was the quiet shy one, afraid of her own shadow and constantly had her favorite teddy bear in her hands to keep her safe from her nightmares. All of them had horrible social issues, seeing that they where home schooled and barely saw anyone their own age. russ was probably the best out of all of them but even then he would constantly get in fights with anyone who crossed his path.
it was hard for the four, all of them wished for their lives to change, but none was more vocal then jocelyn. "i wish that i didn't have siblings" "i wish that i didn't have to be homeschooled" "i wish that my parents where dead" to her surprise one of those wishes actually came true. when she was thriteen years old both her parents died tragically. philip baxtor had just gotten off his plane in london and got in a car crash on the way to his hotel, while on the other side of the world chelsea was shot three times when she refused to give someone her purse. crazy huh? they happened at virtually the same time leaving the baxtor children orphans. cole and jocelyn were sent to worden academy after a nice lady from the government interviewed them and came to the conclusion that it would be best to put them some place were they could be watched. russel and virgina on the other hand landed up in an orphanage in finland. highschool was a really big shock for the two older siblings. for the first year they stayed close to each other, in there own little "Baxtor Bubble" but by the second year everything had changed. the more laid back cole baxtor started experimenting with other crowds of people, finding himself at ease with the populars and the highclass, so naturally joce followed him.
the two started to rule their small group of friends. if there was any gossip it ran through them first, if they wanted you to jump you asked how high, and if you got on their bad side you where forgotten. they both indulged in parties and luxuries they couldn't obtained being locked inside their house. jocelyn grew a taste for strong alcohol and enjoyed telling people what to do while cole's eyes sparkled for girls. joce hated it when she would walk in on her brother while he was butt naked and his tongue in some random girl's ear. and in the middle of his senior year he even got a girl pregnant, which just disgusted his younger sister beyond belief. yeah she liked the attentions of boys and she liked the way the looked more then anything, but there were just some bridges she couldn't cross... like the fact that she was still a virgin and she planned to keep it that way. cole's 'girlfriend' ended up having a miscarriage, which helped seeing that as soon as he was free from highschool he left back to finland to find russle and ginny. The two younger baxtors had gone through some hard times but cole found them just in time. being responsible he bought an apartment in helsinki and sent russel off to russia for his freshman year in highschool. now, jocelyn is a senior and she is going to enjoy it as much as she can. she refuses to look up at anyone, for they should all be looking up at her. still, everything isn't as perfect as it seems. if there is any whispers going around she freaks out that its a plot against her- to a point where it eats away at her. and on top of that she hates being alone, so she gets other people to do her dirty work while she keeps her favorite people close to her side.
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`i swear i saw it somewhere
rules word DUDE! admin edit!
roleplaying sample.
nothing's worse than seeing you worse than me
and nothing hurts like seeing you hurt like me
for lysander only.
-outfit-
here she was again. behind the fence. the funny thing is it looks the same from the other side. all her life she had thought that from the outside the asylum and its gates must have been made of gold and marble; how else was she supposed to explain why her parents would want to drop her off in this place. she had always dreamed that her parents made a mistake that the asylum, from the outside, looked like the most magnificent thing so they felt safe about bringing her there. maybe sixteen years ago things where different, but valentine doubted it. thinking about "parents" made valentines heart flip. she was so stupid. she should have at least tried to look for them, it would have been a dead end because she wasn't even sure if valentine quill was her birth name or just something the doctors labeled her as. but val didn't go look for her parents, oh no she had to go find chase first. the edge of valentines worn out shoes dug into the cement as she tried to kick the little rocks around her. it was a sad attempt to let her rage out, what val really wanted to do was kick a wall. or preferably another human. it was hard not to think about him but at the same time it was the only thing she wanted to think about.
she so desperately tried to imagine his arms around her at night when her cell was a cold, damp, unforgiving cage. when ever she could val would look over her shoulder or at entrances of doors hoping that maybe he changed his mind or maybe he would come and save her. valentine quill absentmindedly wrapped her arms around her small little frame as if to hold herself together. right now she was the only one in the courtyard, or thats how it looked. it was late in the afternoon and most of her fellow patients where eating some sorts of 'dinner'. valentines schedule had been flipped around with her new mid-day testing. in the morning she had woken up to a doctor plucking at her eyelashes. they wanted to test every pit of her they could find to see if the the DNA ever changed through out her body. as if that would answer how her power functioned or something. after that she was pushed to breakfast and shoved back into her cell. until a guard grabbed her and shoved her down to the mazes.
the maze was torture, taking young val three hours to make it to the end. upon crossing the finish line val's vision blurred like static on the television and she fainted. to make sure she didn't die the doctors gave her shots to help her stay stabilized. valentine wasn't exactly sure what it was they gave her, but it made her feel like she could have ran another maze (not that she wanted to). it also made her feel like she had just eaten, and well diner was next. the idea of being in a crowded room with other patients with much more saddening stories then her own was the last thing she wanted. valentine kindly asked the doctor if she could skip dinner and instead spend her time in the courtyard. surprisingly the doctor said yes, but then again new doctors didn't know the ins and outs of the asylum and often bent the rules. thats why new doctors where always her favorite. it was always the old ones you had to stay away from.
now, with her arms wrapped around her, sitting against a pathetic tree stripped of its leaves by winters chill, in the deserted courtyard valentine had this uncanny feeling that someone was watching her. maybe it was the asylum and their newest security system, maybe it was just her mind playing tricks on her, or maybe... it was chase. no, even though he didn't say it outloud, chase had made it very clear he didn't care about her. valentine bit her lip to make sure she didn't say anything. words where ready to leap out of tongue though; words like 'i love you' 'what did i do wrong?' 'im sorry' and 'i love you'. it wasn't like anyone was truly around to hear her? but now thats stupid. stupid stupid. he's gone. valentine tried to settle back down to enjoy the time where she wasn't getting stared at by doctor after doctor. it was a hopeless effort and as soon as she closed her eyes she heard something move. before she could process anything valentine quill sat up and looked around 'Who's there?!' How crazy would that be if someone was really watching her, yet Valentine was praying that she was wrong.
This application was made exclusively for I WISH... by Kitty. If you steal, she will send her ninja flying monkeys to steal your little dogs and eat your bananas. So don't steal it. Please. Lyrics from Au Revoir Simone, from their songs The Lucky One & A Violent Yet Flammable World.[/center][/sub]
